idioteque

i was just wondering what istockphoto was. i always see it but i never really knew what it was. i guess i do now. i just picked out some randoms because they looked cute. i like that one with the tree in the hands. it appeals to my senses. this week is hectic and stuff, but i wanted to take twenty minutes to just be and just think and just... not be in the world around me. the surroundings get so repetitive eventually, and i just sort of want to be in my little world of infinity. i just sort of want to be in the state of mind where i can write well and write clearly. i have to finish writing an essay, so it'd be quite a fitting state of mind. i'm going to write for an hour at 8PM, so until then, i'll write here just to get into the mood. i'm currently reading some klosterman. i have to say he is one of my mental soulmates. i met him through a friend. not legit meet, but i mean, was introduced to his work. i love how he overanalyzes things so commonly overlooked. i love just reading him and just thinking to myself about what he has to say. a lot of it is so true [except the beginning essay where he expressed hatred for coldplay, which isn't legitamite anymore because since then they have proved their worth !]. it's just things you overlook, and i like looking into those. i've been meaning to read klosterman for a while, and i'm so happy we've met. it's nice when you find that there are other people in the world, or in history, who can really understand you and your point of view. it's even better when it's someone you know for real and can actually talk to, but i can settle for books and authors. through literature you can tell a lot about a person just by their style, tone and subject matter. i'm also currently listening to kasabian. i really like this song 'the doberman.' it's sort of my perfect tone right now. i'm also sort of obsessed with this song by apes and androids, 'hot kathy.' i've been listening to it on repeat a lot. i just love how it's sort of staccato and then it turns into this repetitive tune that is totally catchy. i'm just getting into a lot of new music lately. anyway, i'm pretty much done venting and ready to get on with my essay. i've pretty much convinced myself that this blog is for my own personal benefit if i feel like venting. i'm done trying to make it interesting, not that i ever really tried i guess. there's not much to monitor with me right now.