cursing
tomorrow marks the beginning of break from school. five days with no due dates and nothing being completely mandatory, not that anything ever is. sometimes i wonder what life would be life without schooling. dismal, chaotic and ever repeating i suppose. but i do love the sense of freedom that comes with school breaks. a time when everyone is rushing home with hopes and expectations of experiences they might never forget. we often set such high bars for our experiences, while hardly anything ever exceeds expectation, but that really is the curse of life at moments. nothing ever does turn out like it should, and that, my friends, is the curse of school breaks.
today was all in all satisfactory. i was one of the highly stupid people who stayed after school the day before break, just cos i found myself obligated to the media art honor society. however, i found myself quite obnoxious in saying so. i constantly seem to complain about things that are completely in my control. i often say things like 'why must i stay after school?' or 'why can't i have milk?' but the reality of it is, these things are completely in my control, in my willpower, and i often speak of them as if they are not. i find it to be a horrid aspect of my personality i should soon rid myself of, or be doomed and damned.
today was all in all satisfactory. i was one of the highly stupid people who stayed after school the day before break, just cos i found myself obligated to the media art honor society. however, i found myself quite obnoxious in saying so. i constantly seem to complain about things that are completely in my control. i often say things like 'why must i stay after school?' or 'why can't i have milk?' but the reality of it is, these things are completely in my control, in my willpower, and i often speak of them as if they are not. i find it to be a horrid aspect of my personality i should soon rid myself of, or be doomed and damned.
