all the wine

<-- planet earth necklace, $11. just listed in my etsy shop ! today i found myself searching through the wonderous world of blogs and i came across this slideshow laying out all the different kinds of blogs. i think it would be exciting to venture into the world of creative blogging. daily blogging at least. i always vow to write my daily thoughts and feelings here, but i guess i'm fickle in that pretense. i know i've been busy, but i think keeping up with some form of a history is important. i know i'm not going to remember this particular day, twenty years from now. i want to know that there is something in my life maintaining my meaning. but i think i need to accept the fact that i'm never going to have any form of uniformity within my posts. sometimes i feel like posting self-portraits or favorite etsy sellers, but ultimately i think that i writing whatever is in my mind works best for me. i just need to let out sometimes. i just don't know if i necessarily want to be writing these massive paragraphs packed with metaphors and large vocabulary or just however i'm thinking things up. i don't know if i want to write this for your entertainment or for my satisfaction. i don't know if i want both. i just see myself as growing a tad boring if you can believe it. but in the near future, i am planning on having weekly idea seshs. i know i never maintain any of the crap i care to carry out, aside from my list of goals which i think about daily, but i think i need to start having weekly idea seshs for real. i want to make a stack of ideas, a book of ideas, that i could look to forever. i think of all habits it would be best to have an hour or two every week where i sit down listen to music or just find some way to get inspired. i want to make myself get at least one idea a week. i don't want to expect to much out of myself but i just want to figure out myself more than i have been as of late i suppose.

i think i'll be watching breakfast at tiffany's tonight. and i'm going to sleep happy because today i was so happy. i felt wanted and needed, i felt like i had really friends and i felt like i had meaning no matter what the future holds. just going to school with anticipation for something and then coming home for everything to just keep looking up i start to wonder what i did to deserve so much happiness. i'm truly grateful for this day and everyday, whoever it was that gives it to me. thank you. now i'll close with two reasons why i said what i said.

<-- my sister's christmas present ! i can't wait for her to get it, i'm hoping she'll love it as much as i do. i think elmstudiosonline really captured them nicely and i can't wait to see what my sister thinks of it ! i'm shivering with anticipation, and not in a rocky horror sort of way, in an innocent sort of way, hehe. (;

 

i always find something i like in elloh's shop. i always check her shop to see if there's anything else i could possibly swoon over for a moment, and this is it this time. it puts me in the mood to sing some moon river and get kissed in the rain. i'm defintiely watching breakfast at tiffany's tonight (after jon & kate plus 8 and real chance of love) i'm such a nerd.